I have/had a problem with touchings with any other guy that's not him,i used to live thinking 1st must be last...and he fucking knows that, that's why he's knocking my door, and waiting right after the corner...but i'd rather be alone my whole life than turn back to him. And i can look at other guys, i can even have a crush...but the moment they try to touch me i feel so mad like hitting them with all my anger.I hate so much that there has to be a 2nd one....but it won't make stay where i was so unhappy that i can't live the present because of past mistakes. Stop thinking of that til is not too late, don't let the idea of "i can't" develop...or you'll end up punching and rejecting everyone. :*
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and the future begins now! :)
I have/had a problem with touchings with any other guy that's not him,i used to live thinking 1st must be last...and he fucking knows that, that's why he's knocking my door, and waiting right after the corner...but i'd rather be alone my whole life than turn back to him.
And i can look at other guys, i can even have a crush...but the moment they try to touch me i feel so mad like hitting them with all my anger.I hate so much that there has to be a 2nd one....but it won't make stay where i was so unhappy that i can't live the present because of past mistakes.
Stop thinking of that til is not too late, don't let the idea of "i can't" develop...or you'll end up punching and rejecting everyone.
:*
@intj-hope so...
@ramona j-I'm starting to know the feeling of being all alone... And I somehow, sometimes miss him. But I guess it's going to be ok:)
p.s. Nu eşti singura.
trist...succes in viitor...
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